Thursday, August 23, 2012

I am feeling much appreciation again today!! I just want to give a big shout out to all of my many teachers in this beautiful world.


Jerry and Esther Hicks
Byron Katie
Pema Chodrin

I have so so many. It seems that my fellow co creators help me more than anyone else too. I have to share one of my most amazing finds on the internet. I found Good Vibe University from Good Vibe Blog which is written by the wonderful Jeannette Maw. Besides Abraham this has been my main source of LOA information and enjoyment. I have met my own amazing coach, Leigha Pitcher (, through GVU. This is the place to go if you want to have people who are doing the same thing with LOA that you are. It is fun and happy and we get to share our wonderful manifestations and contrast.

Much much appreciation today!!

Here is the link to my favorite place on the web

Monday, August 13, 2012

The first time I manifested money!!

After a while of living the life that I lived in my early twenties you can imagine that I racked up some major debt. Well...nothing too crazy but I did have some overdue medical bills, credit card debt, and some unfavorable check cashing loans...Yikes!

It was summer and I had just realized that I wanted to have these things paid off. I wrote out a check to myself for $3,000. I kept repeating "man, I love that my bills are paid off". I honestly knew nothing about affirmations or anything like that. So that makeshift little saying was happening.

One day in the mail I got a statement from the company that holds my 401K. This letter told me how much money is in my 401K and also informed me of the option to take a loan out on that money, you can borrow half of whatever you have in your 401K...this amounted to about $2,700!! How awesome is that? To pay back the loan they take a little bit of money out of your pay check and you are actually paying yourself back. No-brainer right?

It was I called the company and asked about it. I faxed in a form and was sent a check for 2,700 dollars!! It was so so easy!

I asked the Universe for $3,000 and within about a month all of my outstanding bills had been paid.

That right there is creating the world I want.

I love this story!

Saturday, August 11, 2012


Today I am feeling so much appreciation for the world around me. I get to wake up and be surrounded by the sun, I have a car to get me safely around my beautiful city, I get to share laughs with people on a Saturday morning, I have freedom to do what I want. These are all things that I am so appreciative of today and much more.

Appreciation has been a huge part of how I live my best life possible. Everything boils down to, this is a good life and well being is everywhere. What an amazing feeling.

I hope this finds everyone well. May this Saturday bring you well being and some things to appreciate. I am guessing we all have at least five things to appreciate.

Much love,

Friday, August 10, 2012

How I found my dream relationship..Lost it..and got it back

In 2007 I was getting out of a 5 year long very serious relationship. I was devastated but definitely knew it was the right thing to do. It ended up being a blessing and giving me a lot of time to myself and to mend the relationships that I had bruised in the past.

And then....

I got tired of it. I wanted a relationship and I wanted it bad!! Men, relationships, and dating ruled my thoughts. I was looking around wanting and hoping for a relationship but nothing was in sight. This did not make me feel happy, joyous, and free. Which today I know is the reason the relationship was not showing up. I was desperate ,needy, and not very much fun to be around. At this point I knew about Law of Attraction. I had watched and read The Secret and thought it was a great idea, but had never thought to try to use it to my advantage on the subject of relationships.

I decided to take a stab at it one day. I listened to The Secret on CD, I watched the DVD a few times and got inspired to do some more research on LOA online. The internet is a great resource for this. I found a website based on law of attraction and love. I went there purchased an ebook and started on some of the assignments. I did the usual...write down your ideal relationship, act as if you are already in the relationship, try to not be attached to the relationship (which was always really hard for me). All of these things felt fun and easy.

One day I started talking to someone that I ran into at a common meeting place. He was beautiful, had a car, a job, was sober, and we had fun together. It was great! We dated and I fell really hard for him. And then I started, I started to become that desperate, needy, and not so much fun to be around anymore girl. I nagged him about when we were going to be "official", I asked him "where do you think this is going". Um yeah I know, I was annoying! I definitely ended up pushing him away. We broke up and it was tragic. Not my best LOA work.

I pouted and wanted him back but then I decided that was it...I am not just hanging around here. I am going to have fun! Now there...That is the ticket. I met a friend that I totally just clicked with. We were wild and crazy and had a blast every time we were together. Yes I still held on the relationship but that got a lot easier once I was having a blast with my new best friend. I basically forgot about wanting a relationship and spent most of my time with her, having fun. This is all LOA stuff people, Abraham says "start with easy things". The relationship was not easy for me. Having fun was easy for me. Once I took my focus off the relationship I was happy.

Needless to say we started dating again about 3 months after we broke up. When we got back together we were both ready this time to give it a shot. We have had many ups and downs but both of our intentions were to stay by each other and make it work. One of my main aspirations in life is to be married and have a family. I started to get a little antsy for marriage so I started to get excited about it and imagine that we were engaged. Every Saturday morning on a drive I would start to get amped up about it and repeat "I AM getting married. I am getting married". I would say this with a huge smile on my face and it made me feel so full of joy. That was it. We got engaged on May 20th, 2012 in beautiful Hawaii. What a dream right? A dream I created by using excitement and fun.

I want to share this with you guys! Yay!

Thursday, August 9, 2012

So I am new to blogging, as you can tell :) I am not 100% sure on how I want it to go. I definitely want to share my life with people out there, give some pointers on what has worked for me, and share our experiences in this beautiful life.

I think I will just give a little bit of back round. I grew up in an awesome family and had a really normal life. In my teen ages years and early twenties my life became very complicated and was plagued by addiction and unhappiness. I was diagnosed with depression, alcoholism, and any and all mood disorder out there. When I eventually got sober in the summer of 2007 all of the diagnoses had gone away!

While I grew up I was always looking to be happy and content. I search for that feeling in some very dark places. Thank heavens I got out of alive. Still after getting sober there was something missing for that point the real, non medicated, clear minded search started!!

I found hope and love in the rooms of 12 step programs, where my roots were sprouted and hang tight. I have looked to exercise, food, attention, mediation, EFT, LOA and all the other letters of the alphabet for this happiness.

Today I know that I am worthy of a beautiful life. Today I know that being happy and having fun are my number one goals in life.

This blog will be about that (at least right now anyway!). I will be about sharing the love and what makes us happy and what we have fun with.

I am not saying we don't have bumps in the road, I am not saying that my life is perfect by any means, but this is what we are here for. We are here to experience and enjoy life. So let's do that together!!

Much love,

Wednesday, August 8, 2012

Try again

Hello everyone!

I am going to try and do this blog thing again. A lot has happened in the last year even more then I had previously mentioned.

I am still on the road to my best life and still have a passion for being here to talk to people in this process as well.

My life has also led me onto the road of Law of Attraction. (I will often refer to this as LOA, which as you can see is just an acronym.). LOA has contributed so much to how the last year of my life has unfolded.

The last year=AMAZING!

The basic definition of Law of Attraction is-Like attracts like.

Which to me means-what you think about or "like"... is going to be attracted to you. Even if you are thinking about what you "don't want" that thought will manifest into your experience or life. 

We are all participating in Law of Attraction, it is just a matter of using it to our best advantage. Which is actually pretty easy to do if we are willing to. 

Here is an easy way to start using it to your advantage...Start thinking about "happy thing". Such as: a child, a pet, your wedding day, your favorite meal, a friend. Just hold onto those thoughts for a little while. Remember how you felt in those moments with those people or pets. Wow, doesn't that feel good! I hope so, keep those feelings going for today and let me know how it felt!

All of this I have gathered from other LOA teachers but mostly from the teachings of Abraham. Much appreciation goes there!

Tomorrow I will post about this last years journey and a little bit about my past. 

Sunday, July 10, 2011

So here we go

Hello everyone out there. I have been a fan obsessed with blogs for a little while now and thought I would give it a try.

My name is Paige I am a 25 year old living in Salt Lake City. I have the most amazing family and amazing boyfriend around and I love to use the word amazing. I have had a goal for about the past 25 years and that is to live the best life possible. I have had many bumps along the road with this goal and for quite a few years totally forgot about it but it always comes back to me in some way. Over the past few months it has all come to a head after a succession of craziness in the world we live in today.

I am not a writer,not a very good spelling, and frankly not good with grammar or anything of that nature but I love communicating with people and love to try to help and reach out.

This blog is going to be a place where you can share open and honestly about the daily things we do to try and live a better/best life possible. I have struggled with substances,food and exercise, pretty much everything that takes you off the path of living a good life. Not a new concept by any means but I thought I would try and get it out there.

I feel weird writing this already and feel pretty self indulgent but it is out there now. Have at it.